For the longest time I have wanted to move away from my family. There is just so many reasons on why I want to do this. Every day is a struggle with them, and its not really because they are abusive, besides verbally.
I'm tired of every aspect of my life being controlled. I cannot do anything, not even have a relationship without them reading through my messages trying to claim that they are protecting me. I cannot sleep in, i'm not allowed to date who I want, and if they knew more about me, they would probably just verbally abuse me more. What is really bothering me is the lack of control I have over my health. Since they will make threats to not let me talk to my friends online, and unfortunately I have to listen to them, since I am in that position.
So what I want, is to move out. I want out of here, and I know that I have to do this, but I am not sure where to start, or how to find a house. I was wondering if people could help me figure out how to do this in a safe way, so I don't get myself into a lot of trouble when this happens. Of course I am going to get a job and everything, but right now, I kind of want to figure out if there is any way I can move farther from my town. I just can't live like this anymore, it is driving me insane, and causing me a lot of health problems from stress, anxiety, and depression.