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Soooo uh, is there any active rp groups to join? I have not been able to rp in a while, i just need a group that has patience when it comes to submitting art and everything, and is just fun? Sorry i make this journal a lot.

This is kind of random, but I wanted to say it since I have not really touched upon the issues I have been going through lately. I just wanted to tell everyone who has been supporting me, and sending me messages in my time of need. Thank you.

It means more you could possibly imagine to read those messages every time I write my little vents, or think the worst. They brighten up my day, and I wanted to let everyone individual who sent me one, that they are a wonderful person. I appreciate you looking out for me in a time of need.

I am sorry I deleted to the journal, I just did not want certain people to come onto my deviantart and read it.

I haven't done this in a while, been kinda difficult.
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For the longest time I have wanted to move away from my family. There is just so many reasons on why I want to do this. Every day is a struggle with them, and its not really because they are abusive, besides verbally.
I'm tired of every aspect of my life being controlled. I cannot do anything, not even have a relationship without them reading through my messages trying to claim that they are protecting me. I cannot sleep in, i'm not allowed to date who I want, and if they knew more about me, they would probably just verbally abuse me more. What is really bothering me is the lack of control I have over my health. Since they will make threats to not let me talk to my friends online, and unfortunately I have to listen to them, since I am in that position.
So what I want, is to move out. I want out of here, and I know that I have to do this, but I am not sure where to start, or how to find a house. I was wondering if people could help me figure out how to do this in a safe way, so I don't get myself into a lot of trouble when this happens. Of course I am going to get a job and everything, but right now, I kind of want to figure out if there is any way I can move farther from my town. I just can't live like this anymore, it is driving me insane, and causing me a lot of health problems from stress, anxiety, and depression.
I am sorry I have not replied to anyone with the kind messages you all sent me, but they were very nice to read. Well, more then just that. I just wish I could say more then just "thanks" since they all were more then that. I will get to replying to all of those messages individually when I can think straight.

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NixKyoimi Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday :3
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chibi-azathoth Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
HAVE A LLAMA DE LA BERFDAYMAS

(i don't know why i never gave you a llama before)
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NervIris Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014
dats cool mayne
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PussyChaser12 Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2014
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